Doldrums
There are times when I have a ton of things to do, things that are compelling and important and must be done right then. At those times I feel very busy and pressed.
AND YET!
Those same things are super boring. Dull and unintersted and make the time (that big chunk of time that is required) drag like gregorian chants on walkman whose batteries are dying.
it's been that kind of week at work. LONG LONG days of a ton to do and all of it boring and the time running at quarter speed.
I actually spend an hour putting on makeup this morning just to have something to do.
The sad irony of this is that it's the BUSY time.
ack.
maybe i'm a stress junky. Make more things go wrong so I have to concentrate hard on fixing them.
but no, I don't really want that. I just want the day to be over.
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